Remember when, we called each other
You made me laugh more than a sister or brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone
Those days are gone, don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
What can I do, to make you mine?
I'm falling so hard..so fast, this time.
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I lose my chance with you?
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
But I don't want to be,
Alone
I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Because I just want you to know...
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I lose,
my chance,
with you?
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8 comments:
Ouch, you sound it pain. Feel better soon.
{{{hug}}}
:( What's happening?
There are a few ways of looking at this. Sometimes Hashem sends us a friend because at that stage in our life we needed what they had to offer and afterwards even though we came to rely on them there is no longer anything we can gain. In another instance it may have been a subconcious action of ours which pushed them away but sadly in other cases they aren't what they seem and although we hanker after them, it is not them who are on a pedestal but rather us who have placed them on one and really they don't deserve that place as they are not true friends, they don't stick with us through thick and thin and aren't worth going after. Again it may be possible that your friend is going through a hardship at the moment and therefore isn't able to be there for you.
Thanks for your replies...
BAS - not a friend I am referring to, but thank you for the chizuk...always helps.
halfshared - heh..what ISN'T happening? :)
psyched - though i can't pretend to know your feelings or what you're going through, i will say that i truly feel your pain. the depth of your emotions comes out in your writing.
I hope you find the clarity within to stand for what's right.
I don't know what this is talking about, but it's bringing tears to my eyes....I'm so sorry you're going through this pain. I cannot even imagine what this must be like...I can't imagine the depths of the pain, the loss, the emptiness, all the lost dreams and the fear for the future...and whatever it is you're referring to in this post...it must be so so painful. I wish I would know what to say to make it feel a little better...here's a quote from a book I have: "G-d forbid love ever leave you empty-handed: But if it does, may it leave you patient and stronger, willing and wiser, tender and tougher."
(((HUGS)))
:(
Sometimes there is just nothing you can do, or could have done, to change the circumstances as they played out. Nothing that you said differently or did differently would have made the situation better. The pain of the break, the separation is terrible...but be"H you will come out stronger. And you will pick yourself up and keep going, even though it is hard, because there's so much to live for and so many people who care about you.
And the sun will shine again.
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