Sunday, September 7, 2008

From Everything To Nothing

I've lived, and I've lost. My memories have jumbled into a cloud of sadness. While I try and maintain happiness, it always seems to be taken away. The last month I was happy. Really happy! Like, really REALLY happy! And now it's gone. I think I need to just start expecting these things to happen. It's all that I know.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

No, don't expect unhappiness. Then life will become a self-fulfilling prophecy, right? Maybe next month will be a happy one again. These things ebb and flow...but expecting unhappiness kinda kills your ability to ever be happy, even just rarely. I'm thinking about you...hope things start looking up very soon!