Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Rejection

Rejection is the worst feeling in the world. I know, because I feel it on a regular basis.

I've never felt good enough for anything.

I couldn't even keep a marriage together.

I'm not good enough at work. It's more fun to push me around. I think they enjoy it.

Basically, I mean nothing. You'd think after all this time, I'd be immune to it all.

But I'm not.

It still hurts.

Badly.

All the time.

Now, I can't even date.

Will

it

ever

end?

3 comments:

halfshared said...

Pysched, I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling bad right now. I just want you to know that you sound like an incredible individual and I admire you greatly for what you do. I don't know in which way you were rejected, but sometimes being rejected is for the good because it would not have been good for you in any case. I truly hope you see the light at the end of the tunnel very, very soon. Sending you hugs and hoping you have a wonderful shabbos and a much better week next week! Take care of yourself...

LittleBirdies said...

I don't know if I'm one to say, but can we compare rejection to falling down when learning to walk? One day you'll walk steady with your head high.

Anonymous said...

Don't look at it like rejection, rather direction. {hugs}